Changing the Mirage
Written by: Rebekah (journal)After a bad break up, Taylor decides to relocate for a fresh start and to find himself. The beginning of his college career gives him the perfect opportunity to do just that. But in the process of finding himself, he finds something he didn’t expect; the confident and sexy Shane McKenna. Can he get over his issues and see what’s in front of him or will he be too consumed by his past to truly move forward?
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Art
Art by: Flash (journal)
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Fanmix
By: Chelsi (journal)
01. Sam Cooke: A Change Is Gonna Come Oh there been times that I thought I couldn't last for long
02. Augustana: Boston I think that I'm just tired
03. Abra Moore: Somebody That Cares Does he say he loves you
04. Zach Berkman: Before You Move Your Lips And I would say
05. A Fine Frenzy: Near To You Well, you and I, have something different
06. Carolina Liar: When You Are Near Time is passing so slow
07. Chantal Kreviazuk: Feels Like Home to Me If you knew how lonely my life has been
08. Averi: Mouth Full of Sand Fell asleep at the wheel the other night
09. Athenaeum: What I Didn't Know Cause what I didn't know
10. Augustana: Found My Place Sink or swim
But I think I'm able to carry on
It's been a long, a long time coming
But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will
I think I need a new town
To leave this all behind
I think I need a sunrise
I'm tired of the sunset
I hear it's nice in the Summer
Some snow would be nice
And does he play to win?
And does he leave a light on
When you're late getting in?
Now you can't keep leaving
Trying to run from your feelings again
It seems your mind won’t forget
That undecided love affair
It's time you let him go
For somebody that cares
It's hard for me to feel this way about anyone
So I just came to see
So think about it
Before you move your lips to say anything
How do you feel about me?
And I'm enjoying it cautiously
I'm battle scared, I am working oh so hard
To get back to who I used to be
He's disappearing, fading steadily
When I'm so close to being yours
Won't you stay with me, please?
Dragging me deep
I can't make anything
Out of what might-have-beens
Will tomorrow bring all into light?
When you are near me
When you are here I see
All that I am made of
And all that I am
When you are near
And how long I've been so alone
And if you knew how I wanted
Someone to come along
And change my life the way you’ve done
It feels like home to me
It feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back
Where I come from
And I crashed into reality
It's a scary place to be, or so I found out
Without the faces that used to surround me
Like a pilgrim in the desert, I'm diving into air
Thinking there's water, but nothing's there
Because I thought you were an ocean
But this view from where I stand
Has me leaving with a mouth full of sand
Is I was killing you
I said a lot of things
That I didn't mean to
But I am older now
And I believe in you
So I can wait a while
If it brings me back to you
Take me in
Hold my hand
Running through the sand
All this time
All this time
I've finally found my place
Found my place